Blimey, I didn’t realise it had been so long since I’d mithered *myself* by posting something. It’s now 2.37am and yes, I should be sleeping, as usual. I am coming to the end of my first year now which astounds me. I never thought it would go by so quickly. From the early days of essay writing / reading and note taking workshops, to tearing my hair out over group work and web based coding tutorials. I feel I have done OK this year, much room for improvement but hey, that’s the point is it not. I have been surprised at my written results I must say, seeing as that was my main fear to start with, but it’s been 70+ all the way so I cant complain. I feel I have learned a lot on the production side but am still not brilliant at critically analysing my work so I need to work on that. My spelling is still an abomination but I have been working on that since I was 5 so I think I may have hit a threshold there! It’s strange reading back through my old posts, the time has flown but seems so long ago, I feel older somehow. Probably the hideous natureof ‘the summer project’ which has done that though. I know that one area I really must work on is building my confidence as a person, my overwhelming sense of self-s**tness does get in the way somewhat. Although I have had the perfect opportunity to do that over the last project and unfortunately haven’t. Mental note to self you must be more assertive. I do like to sit in the shadows… I am looking forward to getting back in to the theory next term, I have missed my lectures [is that really weird]. I have set myself some projects over the summer, both theory and production, so I do hope I have the discipline to stick to them. I am looking forward to learning some more ActionScript especially. I kinda hope it rains, then I can shut my self in my nice, quiet little office and study away. Right, enough already, going to bed take two – lets hope for a favourable result
